Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Broken Hearts Heal...

I'm not going to send this to you, not tonight. But it has to be said...
You are a coward. And I, I am brave. There is no question, I loved with no boundary.
You say there is no foundation where we stand, there is no grey area where we stood.
You would say anything to mask the truth, you gave up.
One being cannot control the love of two,
One being cannot control the sea as it crashes down on the sand.
I cannot chase away your memory, I'm not sitting in your fantasies anymore.
I say with full confidence that I won, I cannot regret anything I've said.
You cannot say the same, you lie on your own bed of lies.
No tune can suppress the pain I feel.
I wish we could be real, That I could breathe you in everyday.
Luckily, for me, wishes do not come true.
I was ready, there was no time to sit and doubt, we both felt something.
When life comes you pick it up and run with it, nothing should falter.
I could have given you the world, I would have if you let me.
I never wanted anything so much, you were my eternity.
And now you have vanished, faded into the spots of passing faces.
And I call you coward because I have that right.. As the one who let you in.
I am the one who took the chance.. I took it alone.
I stand tall, and face the storm that is my life. Living another day standing on my own.
There will be someone beside me, that day is not today, but he will come.
And he... He will deserve my love more than any other. He will heal me of this curse.
So sit in your regret, dear child... And know that someday you may find solace..
But also know that I found it first, I grasped the love more fully, I jumped..
And you, you are still sitting on the cliff face afraid of the fall..
As I am flying into the rising sun...