Broken Hearts Heal...

I'm not going to send this to you, not tonight. But it has to be said...

You are a coward. And I, I am brave. There is no question, I loved with no boundary.

You say there is no foundation where we stand, there is no grey area where we stood.

You would say anything to mask the truth, you gave up.

One being cannot control the love of two,

One being cannot control the sea as it crashes down on the sand.

I cannot chase away your memory, I'm not sitting in your fantasies anymore.

I say with full confidence that I won, I cannot regret anything I've said.

You cannot say the same, you lie on your own bed of lies.

No tune can suppress the pain I feel.

I wish we could be real, That I could breathe you in everyday.

Luckily, for me, wishes do not come true.

I was ready, there was no time to sit and doubt, we both felt something.

When life comes you pick it up and run with it, nothing should falter.

I could have given you the world, I would have if you let me.

I never wanted anything so much, you were my eternity.

And now you have vanished, faded into the spots of passing faces.

And I call you coward because I have that right.. As the one who let you in.

I am the one who took the chance.. I took it alone.

I stand tall, and face the storm that is my life. Living another day standing on my own.

There will be someone beside me, that day is not today, but he will come.

And he... He will deserve my love more than any other. He will heal me of this curse.

So sit in your regret, dear child... And know that someday you may find solace..

But also know that I found it first, I grasped the love more fully, I jumped..

And you, you are still sitting on the cliff face afraid of the fall..

As I am flying into the rising sun...

I want to be kissed by the rain

And kissed under its falling droplets

I will dance in the rain...

Splash in puddle after puddle

With no fear in getting wet

And I will just stand, simply stand

Letting the rain fall upon my head

My shoulders

My nose

And then I will look up facing the rain,

Close my eyes and feel its essence

And I will let myself fall in love,

As easily as it falls from the sky.

For Aaron...

Have you...

Ever noticed that when the wind blows it is only recognized by those who are waiting to feel?

Ever seen a flower refuse to blossom because someone was watching?

Ever laid down in the middle of the street to ponder on how precious life is?

Ever danced with the waves of music at your fingertips?

Ever walked upon the sands of a beach with your eyes closed to feel every rock beneath your toes?

Ever embraced the day as though it were an adventure knocking at your door?

Never leave someone hopeless, or neglect love because of the intrusion of pride.

Love with your full heart, do not hold back, there is no way of knowing what the future may hold.

Have courage, who is stopping you?

Embrace Faith. Welcome Hope. Live.

Sitting in a puddle of blood
Comes a searing scream
Drums blast from the impact

We as humans are not subject to change.

Life has a rhythm, the human body itself is by nature consistent in its work.

The heart beats steadily.

The lungs take and release air constantly.

Every time there is a laceration in the skin it is healed.

The rhythm will continue this way until death, and even then our scars will heal.

Satisfaction.

Located where walls tumble to the ground.

Felt only when risks flow freely.

Trust pounds in sync with the heart.

Every piece falls into place.

Touch fluctuates every nerve.

Walking atop the clouds, where raindrops dream to fly.

Thoughts clear and the thunder rolls.

Contradictions make sense, like clusters smoothing upon the pavement.

Damp becomes dry, and dry feels the refreshment of moisture.

The bitter taste of sweet sugar gliding across tongues.

No pain.

Utterly impossible.